When those in leadership positions are flawed, how do we expect them to lead properly? When you have believers who are still sinning, how can they speak up against those sinning? I am so distraught with the state of Christianity today honestly.

When you have 'CHRISTIANS' who want to continue to live in sin, you want to continue to watch porn, to listen to FILTHY music/movies, to fornicate, to lie, to steal, worship idols, worship money, sleep with people's husbands and wives etc. And you think that's what Jesus died for and what the grace of God covers? That's what you think being a Christian is? Freedom to sin and not be punished for it? 

What separates you from an unbeliever? If an UNBELIEVER comes to you today and ask you what DON'T you do as a Christian? N what makes Christianity the way n not Islam or Judaism? What will you say? Where are the signs and wonders? If we haven't separated ourselves into God, how can He use us greatly?

2 Timothy‬ ‭2:21‭-‬22‬ ‭NLT‬‬

[21] If you keep yourself pure, you will be a special utensil for honorable use. Your life will be clean, and you will be ready for the Master to use you for every good work. [22] Run from anything that stimulates youthful lusts. Instead, pursue righteous living, faithfulness, love, and peace. Enjoy the companionship of those who call on the Lord with pure hearts."

It really saddens me. We preach abstain from all these things so that God can use us. A body is as strong as it's weakest link. That's why Paul urged believes to cut off any believer who has a habit of sinning. I can't stress this enough.

I wish to just go on a pilgrimage to some sacred place and just get closer to God, away from all these adulterated Christianity. 

In the end, I guess we are fulfilling prophecy and just have to patiently wait for the soon coming of Yeshua.

‭‭2 Timothy‬ ‭3:1‭-‬2‬ ‭NLT‬‬

[1] You should know this, Timothy, that in the last days there will be very difficult times. [2] For people will love only themselves and their money. They will be boastful and proud, scoffing at God, disobedient to their parents, and ungrateful. They will consider nothing sacred. [4] They will betray their friends, be reckless, be puffed up with pride, and love pleasure rather than God. [5] THEY WILL ACT RELIGIOUS, BUT THEY WILL REJECT THE POWER THAT COULD MAKE THEM GODLY. STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE LIKE THAT!

Shalom 🙏🏾